There was is no skill or grace in being rude or obnoxious. There is transformation and growth in being compassionate and kind.
If you're jealous of someone else it simply means you have not come to a true acceptance and appreciation of yourself.
Live your life, sing your song. Not full of expectations. Not for the ovations. But for the joy of it.
While you'll feel compelled to charge forward it's often a gentle step back that will reveal to you where you and what you truly seek.